Book Buzz: If I Disappear by Eliza Jane Brazier

“This sinister take on the true crime media phenomenon is sure to send chills up your spine!”

―Katherine St. John



When her favorite true-crime podcast host goes missing, an adrift young woman sets out to investigate and plunges headfirst into the wild backcountry of Northern California and her own dangerous obsession.


Sera loves true crime podcasts. They give her a sense of control in a world where women just like her disappear daily. She's sure they are preparing her for something. So when Rachel, her favorite podcast host, goes missing, Sera knows it's time to act. Rachel has always taught her to trust her instincts.


Sera follows the clues hidden in the episodes to an isolated ranch outside Rachel's small hometown to begin her search. She's convinced her investigation will make Rachel so proud. But the more Sera digs into this unfamiliar world; the more off things start to feel. Because Rachel is not the first woman to vanish from the ranch, and she won't be the last...


Rachel did try to warn her.

“Subtle, surprising, and genuinely scary...an unflinching exploration of our obsession with true crime and the darkness marbling our psyches. With sinewy prose and nuanced observations about the female experience, this debut marks a ferocious new voice.”
—Andrea Bartz, author of The Herd

If I Disappear by Eliza Jane Brazier

304 Pages

ISBN 9780593198223


Eliza Jane Brazier is an author, screenwriter, and journalist. This is her adult debut. She currently lives in Los Angeles, where she is developing If I Disappear for television.